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9.12.2014

dear doctor,
i need to tell you,
the cold wakes me up in the morning. i sleep
half dreaming, my eyelids slightly shiver.
my self is an overflowing cup
of a thousand, if not more, things to say
but i couldn't tell anyone.
my fiance is continents, oceans away,
he wouldn't pick up the phone. i said before
that i need help, but he thinks i'm acting out
a girl. i have friends, i don't want them to carry my weight. after all,
they are heavy enough themselves. so you see, 
i'm burying myself slowly
under a mountain of untold stories,
unshed tears, unshared worries.
what could be worse?